I had another bad dream about the world rotting. In last night’s rendition, I was talking with a co-worker of mine but he was in exceedingly rough shape. He had big bags under his eyes, sallow complexion, face was covered in bruises but it didn’t look like he’d been beat up — it just looked like he had been rotting for some time. He was talking away to me as if everything was normal though, and I didn’t know how to bring up his appearance.
I noticed at that point that the ceiling in the large, dark room we were in (it looked like a room in a hotel where they host conventions) was all swollen and black with mould and collapsing in on itself. My co-worker saw me staring at it and said something like “yeah it’s pretty fucked.”
I went outside and saw my chickens were there in a large enclosure someone had built for them. I was relieved because they seemed normal, but then I noticed there were way more chickens than I actually have, and I didn’t recognize a lot of them, and there were chicks there which are impossible for my hens to have because I don’t have a rooster. I was confused. Then one of the new chickens squatted down in front of me and seemed like she was trying really hard to lay an egg, when suddenly she literally shat all of her guts out. I was like “oh shit, I need to put this thing out of its misery fast because that must be the single worst thing that could ever happen to a living thing” but the chicken basically just laid down dead on its own right then. It’s face never showed any emotion throughout this, because chickens never do, and that bothered me. It’s always bothered me (in real life, I’m talking now), like when you see photos of frogs being eaten by birds, their faces never change. Always the same blank expression, even when they known they’re being eaten alive or literally torn apart. I hate that, I find it really disturbing, so the chicken’s blank face as it shat its guts all over the floor got to me.
I wouldn’t call this a nightmare though, because I didn’t wake up screaming. I just felt bad, disturbed. So that’s, um, better than it could have been, I guess.