I just went for a run. First one in a long time, six weeks or more I think. We have been here a month and I haven’t run here, and I know I didn’t run for at least a few weeks prior to moving, maybe a month even, so it’s been a while. It felt great. Moving just feels good. I love weight training and stretching and drumming and hiking too but I enjoy them all equally so if I don’t do one of those, I miss it. I can’t just be like “I’m only gonna hike this month,” that would get old fast, and I wouldn’t get the enjoyment of mixing it up and doing all these things I dig.
Tomorrow is the summer solstice. June 20, 2024 AD. It’s been light out so goddamned late here, it’s been driving me insane. Same with the daylight starting at 5 am. Utter madness. I was so happy when I realized this shit is almost over, that the days will finally start shortening. Thank goodness for small miracles. That said, I’m really glad we listed our house when we did, that it sold as quickly as it did, and we got up here when we did, because all the daylight has definitely been helpful in terms of fighting any anxiety or depression that could be linked to this move — that was part of our plan, we didn’t want to move here in winter because the darkness would make the big transition and all the feelings that go along with it even harder, and it has worked out well. I’ve definitely been a tad more emotional than usual but it’s negligible, and surely way better than I would have been had we moved here in November or something.
Ok I was lazy yesterday and didn’t finish this. Now it’s the solstice! I don’t really care but it is kind of neat. I feel like every solstice and equinox is kind of special for some reason. I guess they are in terms of seasons, and seasons rule our lives even in this modern age when so many of us are so disconnected from, or at least oblivious to, nature. So I guess it is significant, even if it’s not obvious to me because I’m distracted with blogging or texting with Cody about how shitty all the coffee shops in Stanch are. I like that.
Today I’m going camping with Jenn and the horses in Campbell River and Comox for a few nights. I’ve only been off Malcolm Island once since we moved up here, and that was just an annoying day in Port McNeill when we had to drop her truck off there to get repaired so I barely count it. I’m looking forward to this trip, going to the “big smoke” (lol) and getting bubble tea, doing errands and taking care of a bunch of crap that’s been on my to-do list for a while, and of course taking some time off to relax with Jenn after these busy, stressful few months. I feel like I’m too pumped about this little trip, that I’m going to be let down by it because I’ll have forgotten how annoying running lots of errands in town is, so I’m trying to temper my expectations. Wish me luck.